Grad.

Finally I'm a graduate from secondary school. It's the best day of my life (probably every special event is my "best day of my life" lolllll). Actually the best part was the last part where we get to capture loads of picture (although I just have like 31 in my camera and people have like 31546549 photos in their camera). But I treasure that very moment today! :) I'm so happy for real. Felt like crying but basically I'm not that much sensitive but seeing others cry make me felt like parting with friends forever and never meeting again, but no, we won't! I just hope we will and must have a gathering at least once a year (?) Let the photos talk:

With Enyi

With NaiSun

With Yiwen

Hahahaha Groups of 4 from class 3.0

With SuperSheeeeeeney! 

With QiaoEnnnnn! :*

With SunZheng

With BaoXuan

With JiaYi

With YeAng

With Chemistry Teacher Pn. Tang

With Pn. Zamzila

With Mr. Tan Bak Chuan and Sheeney ;) 

With TeanMeng

With Dinosaur Wei Jian 

With GuanLong

With Pretty ZhangQing 

With Hooikee

With pretty Biology teacher Pn. Ng! :D 

I had the best day with you. Happy Graduationnnnn Day! 

Long live, one day, we will be remembered. 

Time flies.

It's finally October now. I've been dreaming about living till today when this year started. It's been so fast. It's like I'm finally 17 in the blink of an eye. I'm so excited to blog about the Graduation ceremony coming up on 6/10/13. But now I would just like to conclude what I've done this year lollll. I've done quite a lot of things I thought I wouldn't for years. Well, First of all, I've fall down the stairs once in school. Like I think it's kind of embarrassing to talk about. But to think with the positive way, it's still an experience that will warn me to be careful of stairs from now on, right? 

Secondly, I've always love animals, but I don't treat them as pets. Their like our friends. So the incident happened when a little tiny cuteness-overload kitten appeared in our classroom. I hesitated about the idea of bringing her home. I've thought about so many circumstances after I bring her home. What if she dies? What if I can't take care of her good enough? What if.... There's so much more to concern. I finally made up my mind to bring her home but then I never thought I would bring her home by bus. That's funny. But she was so well-behaved and slept all the way home. 

I hope she will grow up to be like Meredith:

Hahaha. Become a fat lady. 

So this is her: 

Sometimes I worry about her. Eating too much. Please grow up healthily. Pray. 

I still feel that there's something not accomplished. Hmmm. I want to learn about Photoshop. Designing things sometimes give so much fun! I've seen blogs with the headers they designed themselves with Pastel colours and endless creativity. I wonder how they did that. So now I'm browsing up tutorials in the net. 

And the final exam in my secondary years will come soon so I'm both studying and learning Photoshop and blogging. I don't care somehow about the results too much. 

One example of blog template that I loveeee! : 

Life.

What my life is composed of is Friends, Family, Clothes, Beautiful Things, Thoughts.

Friends. 

And because we're different, sometimes, we quarrel. Sometimes there are misunderstoods. Sometimes we don't feel like talking to each other but in the end, the ice between us will break, For one "Sorry" said. For one joke said. For anything funny.

Family.

Ohana. Family. The ones that are the most important. No matter how wrong are you, they'll always forgive. No matter how far are you, they'll always care.

Thoughts.

Last year of Secondary school now, so deciding where I'll further my studies. Abroad or remain? Matriculation? Foundation? Taiwan? Or others? Somehow I knew I don't want a Science field related studies. Enough for me for 11 years. I'll rather try something that I can learn, a skill.

Photography?

I'm Sooo into Photography at times. I wish I had a good camera or something like that. But of course I had to wait until my condition allows me to.

Baking?

DEFINITELY a Yes! Gahahh. I'm going for this. No matter what. It's the decision I made with the most determination in my life.
Going for Taiwan for it. Don't know if I will ever get picked yet but nevermind.

Those out there who haven't decided on their studies in the future, think of something you like to do.
Because when you do something you like, you make the best effort out of yourself.

After 505, Before Exams.

Tomorrow early morning the school will start the exam but now I am having the mood for blogging so what to do? The 13th General Elections passed yesterday with people demanding for a cleaner election. We the people under 21 can not yet vote but in our hearts we know what we want. 5 more years we will wait. And 5 more years you're left. (You know who you are)

And people are making fun of the "Magical Black-out" (Only in Malaysia). Well some of the videos are quite funny though.

It's 605 today and we will be facing Malay Essay and English Essay Writing in the exams tomorrow and I'm sitting here like hell I'm writing my essay all right --- in my blog. lol ///

This election made me awake. We should not lose hope, Like EVER. Cause we never know if our insistence will bring forth what future. We should insist to keep our hope. It's always rainbow after the rain.

They say, when it is not the perfect ending, it hasn't yet end. And now I have all the chemistry equations spinning in my head. I'm like this post should be exams? Elections? It's actually should be about the places I should've go if this country continues to be this dark and dirty.

First choice:

Although I said out of this country but actually Penang is an exception. It's where democracy and justice is still present.

Second Choice:

Singapore. Always thinking of furthering my studies here actually. It's safer to live in this small country beside us.

Third Choice:

Taiwan. One of the places I'm planning to study in. Taipei 101 tower!!!


Of course and some more dream places:

 

Our amazing PARIS. Sure to be so expensive to live there. Almost only a dream. 

New York City.

  

Australia. Been to there once. Nice and cold weather is like there are no Sun but actually there is. Wondering if people's skin become fairer after staying some time there? ;)

The most important is to be hardworking and pray hard that my results are good enough to get a scholarship or something or either I have enough ability to live by myself. 

#Can'tWaitToWork #Can'tWaitToEarn 

-Rae. 

2013 when things change.

School's reopened three days ago. Have almost all my friends in my class, I mean BESTIES!!! And of course there's some classmates who got changed out :( A BOO to the elite class system here. IT's so unfair. Anyways, it's NEW YEAR(!!!) PLUS, I'll be writing 13 EVERYDAY << Freaking out ! Lucky this year. 

Love this gif. Happy New Year!!!! (Freaking out alone in the house?) lol. 

Will be loving this year as much as Taylor Swift. And these days being in the elite class is like pushing me to be more hardworking and I AM so hardworking compared than last year. It's like after school time, Homeworks at home and reading novels and textbooks. The books are making me crazy, Crazy its like I loved reading -.- Yeah it's not me anymore. 

AND new year , I mean chinese new year, gotta buy lots of new clothes, aiming for high waisted shorts and dresses this year. NOT anymore t-shirts. It's like tons of them in my wardrobe. Need SHORTSSSS. 

Yeah I'll spin like that. HAHA -.- 

This!!!! Forever 21. I love this colour very much. I really need to earn more money!

Forever 21 again. This kind of dress makes me crazy! ♥

This type of skirt is getting popular these days. And the boots are also well matched. :( Why do I not have this in my closet. Haha. Earn money myself and get one for myself. Yes I will. In the future. 

Tons of homeworks and books waiting for me, Stopping here. ;) 

Stay tuned. xoxo. Happy 13 all the year! 

2 days more!

Holidays just left twodays. 

Such a pity number. That's some serious problem. And so many about-the-school news are coming out. 

About the change of classmates :( About my bus uncle changing his bus (Like FINALLY.) I mean this changing bus thing is a dream come true, cause I just wished for a bus change for my final year and he really changed it! HE said it's a long bus, haha so funny. 

Really loving this type of bunny these days. After visiting my cousin's house they have like this cute bunny sitting there. OhMYGOSH like who couldn't have liked it?! But nevermind, I'll buy one myself with my own money when I'm capable of it and I will keep it alive. Endless love. 

Just a short post about things and stuff this holiday. Scared of open school but at the same time happy for it (What's that kind of emotion lol.)

Whatever, Stay tuned. xoxo.

Enchantingly Untouchable.

You're untouchable , like a distant diamond sky. 

And I'm caught up in you.

Chinese new year's gonna reach. 

Yet school is making me so much stress.

But I do enjoy sometimes , enjoying how I change to be a good student .

In the middle of the night , when I'm in this dream .

It's like a million little stars spelling out your name.

I hope this year , this year is going to be a fascinating year.

Happy Chinese New Year. 

Please don't be untouchable.

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

The Iphone 4S and Galaxy S2 .

Well , Just knew about next year's class. 

And I should've known. 

4S2 , I should've got Iphone 4S and Galaxy S2 .

Now I'm sixteen (Well not quite yet) 

Just two days before we start school and 

The thing is , Me and my buddies still Stick together ,

And there are other friends in the class.

So , 

It's a new year again . 

Happy New Year . 

Have a Taymazing new year.

Ps. Still hope I get those two Phones ! XD

The Result .

The result is out today , 

Thank god , It's Perfect . 

I am so nervous when they read the name . 

Today is fascinating ! 

And this is enough for me , for this year .

For next year , just Hopes . 

Many hopes . 

To my friends , 

Hyan Teoh , These Things Will Change . 

:) 

无数回忆连接。

就要拿成绩了。

就要面对了，就在明天。

就要分开了吗？

能不能不要分班

能不能就这样继续

请记得，彼此之间平行时空下的约定。

朋友，就算不是一辈子，也要一起走。

拿成绩了，别紧张别紧张别紧张。

等会儿就见你了。 

阴天，好冷，好想你们。

今天是星期三。

我好想同学们。

没有人会喜欢分离，没有人喜欢。


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首先，我又开回部落格咯
假期没事做。话说我的Taylor得好多奖，真的有点开心。

假期了，她们说要出来聚聚，就没人策划。真的好寂静。我们都不爱选择，明年，明年将会是我最期待的一年。好想和朋友们留校读书（怎么好像变乖了）哈哈！总之就是希望能和你们同班。

想你们了。希望明年的你们，还是那么阳光。:)



♥ I'll go back to December all the time.