從前從前

Time always flies.
時間總是過得好快 寫部落格已經是一年前的事了
其實也明白我是一個不怎麼勤力維持自己喜好的人 但是偶爾會想起自己是如何喜歡寫部落格的感覺

一年 18 已過 19在即
人生第二個十年即將到來 第三次畢業即將到來
One year changed so much things
我有了 人生第一張烘焙證照
我有了 人生第一張機車駕照 而且是台灣的 沒想到我第一張駕照不是自己國家的 有點巧妙
我有了 人生第一次失敗的戀情
我有了 人生裡更多的知識 人際關係處理

還在思考未來 心經歷了那麼多 已經漸漸定下 不再覺得追夢的旅程是孤獨的
學會珍惜很多事物 去保護更多人事物 去保護自己

一年來一直不斷有很多歌曲停在腦海裡不停流轉 直到下一首對的感覺的歌曲再進入心裡取代原本的位置
And I've thought that actually Live is this.
Live is having a lot of mistakes
Live is having a lot of doubt about the future
Live is having a lot of fun
Live is somehow confusing sometimes

But as a person as a human we somehow managed to get through our mistakes and obstacles in time
『人類不是你想像中的脆弱』 -- 《夜行書生》

我在網路寫著Blog, 而此時此刻，你在人生道路上的哪裡？

Rae. 

Time flies.

It's finally October now. I've been dreaming about living till today when this year started. It's been so fast. It's like I'm finally 17 in the blink of an eye. I'm so excited to blog about the Graduation ceremony coming up on 6/10/13. But now I would just like to conclude what I've done this year lollll. I've done quite a lot of things I thought I wouldn't for years. Well, First of all, I've fall down the stairs once in school. Like I think it's kind of embarrassing to talk about. But to think with the positive way, it's still an experience that will warn me to be careful of stairs from now on, right? 

Secondly, I've always love animals, but I don't treat them as pets. Their like our friends. So the incident happened when a little tiny cuteness-overload kitten appeared in our classroom. I hesitated about the idea of bringing her home. I've thought about so many circumstances after I bring her home. What if she dies? What if I can't take care of her good enough? What if.... There's so much more to concern. I finally made up my mind to bring her home but then I never thought I would bring her home by bus. That's funny. But she was so well-behaved and slept all the way home. 

I hope she will grow up to be like Meredith:

Hahaha. Become a fat lady. 

So this is her: 

Sometimes I worry about her. Eating too much. Please grow up healthily. Pray. 

I still feel that there's something not accomplished. Hmmm. I want to learn about Photoshop. Designing things sometimes give so much fun! I've seen blogs with the headers they designed themselves with Pastel colours and endless creativity. I wonder how they did that. So now I'm browsing up tutorials in the net. 

And the final exam in my secondary years will come soon so I'm both studying and learning Photoshop and blogging. I don't care somehow about the results too much. 

One example of blog template that I loveeee! : 

Thoughts about future

I know I'm abit late but I've just got some time out to listen to this song --- When I was Your Man by Bruno Mars. He's like western Jay Chou. I relate both of them alright. I may not have so much stress about the coming exam but still, studying is needed. I imagine, in my mind they are like, studying when eating, when they're in the toilet, everywhere, anywhere, everytime, anytime. This makes me feel horrible lol. I'm like studying for one to two hours then I'll start to fall asleep. (Especially for the History subject) I wonder how on earth could somebody just memorize the whole (Two) textbooks in their mind and keep hold on it until the day of the exam cause you can't probably just started studying the day before the exam. It's two textbooks worth hundreds of pages man!

So I decided to just start listening to some songs again. I've talked to myself about not to touch the computer this week but how can I not? Studying for a too long period makes me more tired and I think the information in my mind will burst someday and I'm scared that I might lose all that I've memorized along this time.

Some times, it just came to me that some people thought studying for  Grade A is the most important currently. Yeah, to me, studying to get better grades is for applying for good colleges/universities. But I don't actually care to further my studies in the "pro-er" fields like to become a doctor or lawyer or something. There's graduates all around the world. Even graduates find it hard now to get a job out there because this world is needing Creativity and most of our education syllabus is just plain theory and memorize, memorize, memorize. I've also tried to relate my studies to real life. That makes it more sense for me to learn. It's such a contradiction to me that I don't care much to further my studies yet I think alot about the future. What will I be? Am I really that interested to be a baker? Will I succeed in this field? If I won't, what should I do?

I knew I've never been a creative one but I knew I can sometimes come up with a rather good idea to change things. To change someone's design to a better one. How I hoped to look into the future first before deciding things now. But I knew that when someone looks into the future, the present will never remain the same. The future remains beautiful when it continues to be a secret that we'll never know until the time has come.

So I'll say the prayers and hope for a good Today and a better Tomorrow.

-Rae.