Life.

What my life is composed of is Friends, Family, Clothes, Beautiful Things, Thoughts.

Friends. 

And because we're different, sometimes, we quarrel. Sometimes there are misunderstoods. Sometimes we don't feel like talking to each other but in the end, the ice between us will break, For one "Sorry" said. For one joke said. For anything funny.

Family.

Ohana. Family. The ones that are the most important. No matter how wrong are you, they'll always forgive. No matter how far are you, they'll always care.

Thoughts.

Last year of Secondary school now, so deciding where I'll further my studies. Abroad or remain? Matriculation? Foundation? Taiwan? Or others? Somehow I knew I don't want a Science field related studies. Enough for me for 11 years. I'll rather try something that I can learn, a skill.

Photography?

I'm Sooo into Photography at times. I wish I had a good camera or something like that. But of course I had to wait until my condition allows me to.

Baking?

DEFINITELY a Yes! Gahahh. I'm going for this. No matter what. It's the decision I made with the most determination in my life.
Going for Taiwan for it. Don't know if I will ever get picked yet but nevermind.

Those out there who haven't decided on their studies in the future, think of something you like to do.
Because when you do something you like, you make the best effort out of yourself.

有時候，有時候。

有時候，會覺得這世上什麼都很難達到。

有時候，會覺得像到一個很遠很遠的世界躲起來。

有時候，會覺得這世上充滿了溫情、甜蜜。

有時候，卻又覺得天意弄人。

有時候，有一大堆的夢想在腦海裡轉。

下一秒，卻又迷失了方向。

有時候，有一股很大的衝動，一股勁的往一個地方鑽。

下一刻，卻又不知道為什麼會有如此的舉動。

有時候，就想要一個這樣的世界： 

有時候，想活在一個這樣的房間：

簡簡單單就過著歡快的生活。

然而，這些都是需要經過努力才能得到的吧。

所以，依然奮鬥。

通過最美麗的路，達到最燦爛的目的地。

努力奮鬥。 

6 x 4 = 24

Today is my birthday. 乘法表日，haha! Because 24/6/1996. 6 x 4 = 24. LOL. Nobody's laughing. Hahahaha but today's way too awesome. Last year in secondary school and I've heard this very class sang two times the Birthday song for me, 4S2 and 5S2. We'd never change. So grateful to hear all the wishes. So here's a small celebration I, myself held here in my blog lolll.

 

I actually hate my hair going back to normal --- Curly again. Pimples morreeeee. 

 Lol I don't know what's with this pose. 

 

Always eating this pizza --- Okonomiyaki at Yoshiya.
Nothing to say lol
Maybe too excited for birthdays.

Wishlistsss //

My birthday is near. Birthdays are magical. 14 more days, 2 weeks. And exams had ended, that's perfect. The marks are enough for making myself happy. Back to the topic, I seldom have birthday gifts from others cause I actually don't care so much. I think, I've never really got a birthday gift from dad and mum for the past few years already, but this year I received the gift already.

Still decided to make a wishlist or something not just for birthday giftssss but also for my future.

1. Vintage bedrooms / House. 

Something like THIS. 

or

THIS. 

2. A bracelet ( OR many) 

Yeah, I'm lacking this type of accesories. 

3. 

I don't need nail art. No need those with bling bling. Just with colour. ANY colour.

4. Dresses / Outfits 

There is always endless to meet my needs for skirt and dresses and outfits loll. You can call me materialistic or what but of course I would have to possess the effort to buy these first and of course saving money comes first. 

6. Travelling. (Once for two years if circumstances permit) 

Travelling is amongst the thing I love the most. I've been to Paris once, Hong Kong once, Australia once. And I am looking forward to travelling to other different countries too!

7. Money. ( The one and only thing so that I can accomplish this above wishlistss and future ones)

Savings are important. Learning how to earn money is also important. So now I'm starting to see what I love doing and what I can do in the future for my job. Or I can say my business. 

Actually there are still ENDLESS things on my wishlist but some are just like some opinion I had in my mind. It's a dream that's hard to tell. But I know I will know them when the time comes.

Short post lol. 

Do you have your own wishlist or dream??? 

Listing them down helps in your life! Because you have to.... 

And because...

Off topiccc ---- Everything Has Changed MV is out and it's way tooooo SWEET. 

There's little Ed Sheeran and Little Taylor Swift and they act in plays, they face talk in fake iPhones, they draw their faces with crayons. It seems like childhood never ends. Even my favourite blogger Jane Chuck also shared this vid on her FB!  Here is the video:

Have a GREAT day ahead. ♥

Highway Don't Care.

A new song of Tim McGraw. I never noticed that he is Soooooo Handsome actually. I thought he was a little old jerk before that Taylor admires. He's also country. Loving country genre songs so much recently. Taylor eventually get to collaborate with her idol, Tim. In his new song, Taylor looked so perfect in the music video!

Officially on VEVO! 

The song goes on so you sing along /// 

Gorgeous Swift! 

Lol. So this post is suppose to be about be safe when driving on Highways or on the road. 

Don't ever use the phone when you feel depressed because of some stupid guy who's not worth it. 

So basically this post is really about my fan-girl-ing situation (?) 

This is Tim McGraw :

Ikr. He's like an idol of a 20-year-old mum but he's still cool and handsome. 

AND I'll bring you Taylor: 

Yes she's my idol in song writing. Not the giraffe. Lol. Focus on the smiling girl *** 

With RED lips. 

Short post lol. 

-Rae

After 505, Before Exams.

Tomorrow early morning the school will start the exam but now I am having the mood for blogging so what to do? The 13th General Elections passed yesterday with people demanding for a cleaner election. We the people under 21 can not yet vote but in our hearts we know what we want. 5 more years we will wait. And 5 more years you're left. (You know who you are)

And people are making fun of the "Magical Black-out" (Only in Malaysia). Well some of the videos are quite funny though.

It's 605 today and we will be facing Malay Essay and English Essay Writing in the exams tomorrow and I'm sitting here like hell I'm writing my essay all right --- in my blog. lol ///

This election made me awake. We should not lose hope, Like EVER. Cause we never know if our insistence will bring forth what future. We should insist to keep our hope. It's always rainbow after the rain.

They say, when it is not the perfect ending, it hasn't yet end. And now I have all the chemistry equations spinning in my head. I'm like this post should be exams? Elections? It's actually should be about the places I should've go if this country continues to be this dark and dirty.

First choice:

Although I said out of this country but actually Penang is an exception. It's where democracy and justice is still present.

Second Choice:

Singapore. Always thinking of furthering my studies here actually. It's safer to live in this small country beside us.

Third Choice:

Taiwan. One of the places I'm planning to study in. Taipei 101 tower!!!


Of course and some more dream places:

 

Our amazing PARIS. Sure to be so expensive to live there. Almost only a dream. 

New York City.

  

Australia. Been to there once. Nice and cold weather is like there are no Sun but actually there is. Wondering if people's skin become fairer after staying some time there? ;)

The most important is to be hardworking and pray hard that my results are good enough to get a scholarship or something or either I have enough ability to live by myself. 

#Can'tWaitToWork #Can'tWaitToEarn 

-Rae. 

Happy Birthday to Grandpa!

Just went to Ipoh to celebrate Grandpa's birthday. He's so damn cute lahhh. OF course, holiday homework are there waiting me to finish them but I just bought some new English novels, so troubling to choose between the novels and the homework. Back to the topic, this is an early celebration for Grandpa's 80th birthday! Hope there'll be a 90th celebration too!

Happy Birthday GRANDPA! ;) 

The Menu. 

Firstly, the "寿桃". There are many smaller ones inside this big one. 

Sad case that I haven't captured the smaller ones. 

Delicious! Scallops and all those seafood we usually eat. 

Steamed fish.

Prawns. Not bad but lazy to clear the prawn shells. 

But managed to clear one without using my fingers, Proud .   ///

Broccoli and mushrooms. Not bad too!

The best meal. It's like Wantan Mee or something but more delicious than that. 

The cake of course. So beautiful! Shaped in a 寿桃 

I love the bird there. Is it all cream? I love cream! (I don't care of being fat) 

Oh by the way, the cake is coffee and pandan flavored. 

Grandpa waiting for us to sing the Happy Birthday song? 

 More beautiful with candles on! Oh my gosh. 

So cute. Lolll. 

Grandpa blowing the candles is so cute though he managed to blow it all himself, Bravo! 

Cutting the cake.

By this time, my relative kind of smudge two cream on his face and he was like the “寿” in 福禄寿. 

Hahahaha. 

Act like he don't care and give the cameras a big big smile! 

Doesn't he look like this with the cream on? 

The 寿 on his cake. 

Still, Happy Birthday Grandpa //// 

祝你福如东海，寿比南山。